Christmas. Forget political Correctness.
Freaking ay man. I've been getting static shock every time I touch anything! Even my scarf is all defying gravity. How annoying >.<. On the plus side, Christmas is nearing and I'll be with family. I really need a break -.-. Two days ago I mailed Cris and Rahil's present and I forgot Cris's apt number D: He moved okay, so I don't memorize the number! I just know how to get there! I tried all I could to get the right apt number, but to no avail, so I guessed (I put his old apt number >.<. Needless to say that was a bad idea and I should have just risked mailing it late. I can't believe that happened esp since I've been there a few times already! Oh well. It seems my present was destined to be delayed. I had to tell him. Ironically his package for me came on the day I mailed my package for him. He mailed my present yesterday :).
Yesterday the present I got for my parents came in from Amazon. I was going to buy it locally, but I ran out of time and they were sold out everywhere. I guess it's a hot item. Who knew? I've never bought such a nice piece of machinery for someone else, but I owe them something nice. I'm positive my dad especially will be extatic...cause I sure am. The tech geek in me makes me a bit crazy at times. Also, since Christmas is coming up I've also been getting random greetings from people and catch up times I guess. It's cool esp after my massive stress fest. Somehow though, I get this unnerving feeling that the holidays also brings up people who unconciously want to get with you. What the hell is up with that? I'd rather be single during Christmas than to have a temp person I'll be dumping soon after. I don't need your mind games guys. I'm NOT available and I'm NOT looking so stop asking! I
also want to take this opportunity to say sorry to a few people...well alot of people I've neglected these past few months, especially Bert. When I get stressed out I usually become a turtle and hide. I like hiding alot cause it makes me feel safe and untouchable. I also really hate being asked or forced to spill my problems to others. Makes me really uncomforable esp when I don't feel like talking. I appreciate the concern. Really I do, but I'll let it all out when I am ready and you won't need to try so hard. Anyway I'm over it for now, so I hope all is well and I'll catch up with you all soon.
Last, but not least a big hug to Cris. I was stuck in LA traffic and started thinking about all the things Cris has done for me since we were in college. Each and every time he saves me no matter how tired or busy or stressed he is. People think he's really cold, but that's just how he is...a stiff ^^, so I've always been trying to loosen him up a bit and he the same with me. Makes me so happy to know that. Then I realized, wow I really love Cris. Werid. Anyway although we've probably never said it out and clear (cause that's the way we are) you know it's true right? :)
Yesterday the present I got for my parents came in from Amazon. I was going to buy it locally, but I ran out of time and they were sold out everywhere. I guess it's a hot item. Who knew? I've never bought such a nice piece of machinery for someone else, but I owe them something nice. I'm positive my dad especially will be extatic...cause I sure am. The tech geek in me makes me a bit crazy at times. Also, since Christmas is coming up I've also been getting random greetings from people and catch up times I guess. It's cool esp after my massive stress fest. Somehow though, I get this unnerving feeling that the holidays also brings up people who unconciously want to get with you. What the hell is up with that? I'd rather be single during Christmas than to have a temp person I'll be dumping soon after. I don't need your mind games guys. I'm NOT available and I'm NOT looking so stop asking! I
also want to take this opportunity to say sorry to a few people...well alot of people I've neglected these past few months, especially Bert. When I get stressed out I usually become a turtle and hide. I like hiding alot cause it makes me feel safe and untouchable. I also really hate being asked or forced to spill my problems to others. Makes me really uncomforable esp when I don't feel like talking. I appreciate the concern. Really I do, but I'll let it all out when I am ready and you won't need to try so hard. Anyway I'm over it for now, so I hope all is well and I'll catch up with you all soon.
Last, but not least a big hug to Cris. I was stuck in LA traffic and started thinking about all the things Cris has done for me since we were in college. Each and every time he saves me no matter how tired or busy or stressed he is. People think he's really cold, but that's just how he is...a stiff ^^, so I've always been trying to loosen him up a bit and he the same with me. Makes me so happy to know that. Then I realized, wow I really love Cris. Werid. Anyway although we've probably never said it out and clear (cause that's the way we are) you know it's true right? :)
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
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