Hidden Happiness
Around 2-3pm I got an unexpected surprise. I don't think I've ever been that happy in a long time my heart was about to burst. I'm sure you've all had that feeling at least once in your life. It's the greatest high you'll ever experience and no drug could ever compare. But what if you had to completely suppress your feelings and not let a single person in on your joy? Now that would really suck. I was in such a state earlier today. I was beyond extatic and yet I couldn't share the news with anyone around me. I couldn't scream and I couldn't jump. I thought about leaving the room, but decided to just let my adrenaline high lose its potency in the process. I've never had my heart beat so fast upon seeing one word. I wish I could have seen the news later so I could jump up and down and scream to my hearts content. Such feelings only last for so long and mine were wasted. Now that I've come to my senses. I've realized my fight isn't over and there is much more to come along with such great news. I think this is God's way of showing me that he's still listening to my prayers after all this time. I wonder if I'm ready to accept his graces. Everything so far has pointed me to one direction. We'll see where this takes me.
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
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