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Monday, March 26, 2007

Ah the Irony in Academia

It's funny to think at how hard we work sometimes to get to reach a certain goal and then realize once we get to that goal, that it was less or completely different from what we expected. In my case, I kind of already know what to expect. Life in graduate school is certainly not glamorous, it is not easy, and it doesn't pay well either. Once you get out and get your advanced degree, you're still paying off debt from your tuition and the jobs you want are harder to get than getting into graduate school in the first place. So why in hell do people still go for it anyway?

If I just wanted money, then I would just stay at my job right now. I'd be earning a lot more money working at my current job than working as a school psychologist. The on thing, however, that money can't really buy for me is the academic experience. We learn new things every day and one of my main motivations to venture into gradschool in school psychology is to stay sharp and keep up with the changing times. Working constantly with a changing population of students will keep you on your toes and I would prefer that than working in a mundane environment where you want to gauge your eyes from the stressors and stupidity you have to deal with day in and day out.

Having worked in a research lab around doctoral students and post docs, I've seen their daily grind and I don't mind it really. It may not be the most prestigious looking position, but the mini perks are enough for me. Even if I don't make much more money than I am now, at least I have something to show for it.

As I was searching for graduate school information, I came across this post. The article itself brings up a few points that most of us already know. I know I am well aware of it as well, so it kind of scares me to think of that future. But he proposes reasons as to why there are so few women in Ph.D programs esp in the sciences. The answer in large part is children. Be it wanting to have kids or kids being in the way of their career. Advanced degrees can ruin a marriage and suck your life dry. There's such a high divorce rate among doctors, lawyers and Ph.Ds and I'm not surprised why. It's a lot of work, a lot of stress, and little time for yourself or your family. Looking back, I'm glad I didn't venture into cognitive science as I originally intended to do for grad school. I'll actually have significantly more contact with people as my work will largely involve helping students improve their educational experience, emotional and mental health.

While I was an undergrad, I always thought about who I would want as an advisor. It actually came up on that article I mentioned. Someone replied to the post and put two choices for the type of advisor to choose from: A, the cool, hip young assistant prof with fresh ideas and a hand full of gradstudents or B. the old boring prof with a ton of rotating gradstudents on his belt. I already had the epitome of the first choice. We had exactly that type of guy at UCLA. Everyone loved his classes and he was young, cool and good looking. Oh and he also married one of his TAs...We also have the boring prof with cycling gradstudents. Luckily the profs we have of that nature are actually very well known and big kahunas at their craft, so either choice, you'd be okay. That isn't always the case for everyone though. I did, however get lucky. Check out David and SteveSC's comments. I'd just paste them here, but I'd rather you read it from the source. Funny as always and yet so true.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Frankly My Dear...

I just finished watching Gone With the Wind. I decided to take a stab at the film since I seem to be the only Old Hollywood film buff who has yet to see it. Much to my surprise, I really liked the movie, although it was freakishly long. However, I would higly recommend this movie for all classic movie goers and film enthusiasts, however you do have to set a good block of your time. This movie is about 4 hrs long. I had to watch it in pieces. I don't recommend that. I had to finish it today cause Kim let me borrow it and I don't like keeping something that isn't mine for too long.

Anywho, I didn't think this movie would live up to the hype, but honestly I think it did. It certainly wasn't what I expected it to be, and it didn't drag on areas where most movies would. At first I wasn't too impressed with the acting and the premise, but that soon changed as the times changed and the story progressed. I soon forgot about the overthetop reactions and the exaggerated voice of that one annoying young slave in the movie (you'll know when you hear her). Apart from that, all the actors did so well. I especially loved Mammy and Melanie (Millie)--well everyone loved her in the movie. If ever there was a person so perfectly kind and loving without it being annoying and mocking, it would be her. She is the ultimate good person you wish you could be. Anyway I don't particularly like like Clark Gable and his smarmy sleasy arrogant look (which totally fit the character he played Rhett Butler), but his acting was spot on. I'm also very impressed with Vivien Leigh in her portrayal of Scarlett O'Hara. Never have I seen anyone so deeply selfish and pitiful has her. You see Leigh transform from a bratty Southern Belle to a full on conniving fighter. Riches to rags to riches. The whole backdrop of GWTW is the Civil war during the 1860s while Lincoln was president and the South struggled to keep their plantations, slaves and living in excess.

The movie painted a time of plenty and a flourishing South and ultimately its timely demise. All in all, it's a great classic film. I may watch it again one day when I have time. It's certainly worth watching/renting/borrowing. Buy if you love collecting classic movies. The one I saw was in color and I think that actually would be best for this particular film. Now, my next quest is Casablanca :)

Monday, March 12, 2007

Good things come in pairs.

I didn't realize that I have yet to blog for the month of March. I guess I've been alot busier than I thought. My mom and dad celebrated their 26th wedding anniversary on the 6th and 11th. My Brother turned 17 and I helped him make a mini movie/skit set in the 1920s. I'm his creative consultant and producer. He got an A+ on his project btw. After my brother's birthday my parents went to the Miss Salinas Coronation night at the Mariott in Long Beach. Supposedly it was a pretty spiffy event. As for me March is my busiest month thus far. Yesterday it was also my first time covering for our child life super visor at the hospital, so I was supervisor for a day. It was pretty fun and scary ordering people around, but she said I helped out alot.

As I continue to write this, I am now home after a long day driving with my brother and our adventure to the post office. They locked us in till 7:30 or so until they found the keys. The Post office closes at 7pm. I was there to mail an important letter, much to my sigh of relief. At this point, I don't know what I should do. I am a bit relieved and also sad that I won't be able to see other places, however after thinking it through, my decision wouldn't have changed anyway. Why put myself under that much stress over something I won't be choosing anyway?

I spoke with my parents about my decision and they encouraged me to stick with my first choice and let the others slide. I'm still in disbelief, but I don't want to get over excited until I'm absolutely sure. We'll see how it goes. Then I can celebrate.