Goodbyes
Saying goodbye has never been my forte. You would think that after moving as often as I have, I would be used to it by now. That isn't the case.
Today I had to say goodbye to a lot of cool people that I've grown to love. From the very begining, I had an ease and closeness to them and they readily accepted me into their world. We had our bonding moments, but I also tried not to get too attached. I knew there would come a time when I'd have to leave. That was today.
It started like any other day exept that everything felt a lot slower than usual. I got to talk in length with a few people and almost had my cell number given away. I ended up declining the party which resulted in no phone number distribution. Why did I have a premonition that would conveniently happen all of a sudden?
All of us had lunch together for the last time and we spoke of our future and such. Before I knew it, the hour was over and my day was done. I said my last good bye to one person in particular who's been particularly closer to me than the rest. I'm glad I didn't get all emotional after he began spewing the many well wishes and take cares and how proud sentiments to me. I know I'll be at his party though. So it won't be too bad.
Tomorrow will be the start of a new chapter in my life. It's so weird how it's kind of in the middle of the week, but at least if the week turns out crappy, it'll be the weekend already :)
I don't know what will be instore for me tomorrow or for the future. Only God knows. I can only do my best as the time rolls on. My friend gave me a kiss for good luck. He said he knows I'll do well and that I didn't really need it, but I'll take what I can get. I miss everyone already, but the baby has to grow up sometime and I guess this is my first real step towards independence.
Today I had to say goodbye to a lot of cool people that I've grown to love. From the very begining, I had an ease and closeness to them and they readily accepted me into their world. We had our bonding moments, but I also tried not to get too attached. I knew there would come a time when I'd have to leave. That was today.
It started like any other day exept that everything felt a lot slower than usual. I got to talk in length with a few people and almost had my cell number given away. I ended up declining the party which resulted in no phone number distribution. Why did I have a premonition that would conveniently happen all of a sudden?
All of us had lunch together for the last time and we spoke of our future and such. Before I knew it, the hour was over and my day was done. I said my last good bye to one person in particular who's been particularly closer to me than the rest. I'm glad I didn't get all emotional after he began spewing the many well wishes and take cares and how proud sentiments to me. I know I'll be at his party though. So it won't be too bad.
Tomorrow will be the start of a new chapter in my life. It's so weird how it's kind of in the middle of the week, but at least if the week turns out crappy, it'll be the weekend already :)
I don't know what will be instore for me tomorrow or for the future. Only God knows. I can only do my best as the time rolls on. My friend gave me a kiss for good luck. He said he knows I'll do well and that I didn't really need it, but I'll take what I can get. I miss everyone already, but the baby has to grow up sometime and I guess this is my first real step towards independence.
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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